Diary Entry #4

   This entry is gonna be short XP. I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm very worried about my family. My mother is currently working THREE jobs to try and keep us better afloat. I really wish my step-dad's company would take off already, because then he could work, and my mother could return to her first job. I feel like I should help in someway, but there's nothing I can do.

   Almost every time something other than food is spent on providing for me, I feel guilty. When I got my braces, I knew my mom and dad (they split the bill) could be using their money on other things. They also are using money to help me older brother stay in collage, but he does contribute since he has a job. My old sister also has a job, but she is still in high school. I don't think she's being very smart, honestly. She has packed her schedule to the brim, then complains about it when it's her fault.

   She also blows off a bunch of her money on things like shakes.  I feel that once I have a job, I will be much more careful with my money, store most of it away for something important. I want a job so I can help my parents pay the bills.

   XD So, that was kinda random, but I wanted to let it out. This is what I made this diary for after all, right? Here's the new picture:

Diary Entry #3

   Allo! Today for some odd reason, I got to leave school at like 12:30. Awesomeness! Well, nothing much of interest happened today, but I've been having some superstitions. Although let me say, for some reason, I think I looked better than usual today! Back to the point, I'm still having superstitions on if Isaac or Bryce likes me.

   It's totally understandable if they don't, because I'm most definitely not the prettiest birdie out there. However, I've notice little things that I take seriously. I don't know if it's because it's true, or maybe I'm just desperate for it to be, but I still notice them. 

   Like, yesterday in Honors U.S. History, I glanced at Bryce in his group to see he was doing the same thing as me. When I think about it now, it sounds totally stupid. However, today in Science, he seemed totally fixed on me, and in Language Arts he glanced at me after saying something funny, as if to see that I had laughed. I have seen Isaac glance at me once or twice, but that was last school year.

   I've caught Isaac's twin brother's eye quite a bit last year. It was like anytime I was in the same room I noticed. The thing is, he's almost the opposite of Isaac. He is still very cute, and plays guitar, but I've heard he is full of himself, and disobey's our religion quite a bit. (He's supposed to be Mormon.)

   Anyways, I was kinda excited for no reason today, especially on the way home. That's all I've got to say for now, I'll come back later if anything major happens. Here's me!

Diary Entry #2

   Salutations! Second day on the job! Well, I have made a slight detour, since my day wasn't all that interesting. I decided to talk about my CRUSH! Yup, now you can know everything I know about him. My crush is Isaac Meuer. I HAVE NEVER HAD SUCH A MAJOR CRUSH ON ANYONE BEFORE!

   First we can talk about his wonderful looks! He's about 5'8 (guess), with short, slightly curly, tussled black hair. He is really fit too! I can't really describe his face, but he has these deep, green eyes (or maybe blue? Having a brain fart!) I could stare into ALL DAY! Every time I see him pass by on my way to 3rd period, I could just die. :P

   Now for EVERYTHING else. He is so incredibly nice, as far as I've known anyway. He's also smart, athletic, and fun! Plus, he happens to be a Mormon like me! (It's kinda creepy how much I know, but it's my friend Shawn's fault) He seems like the most perfect person EVER!!!

   I know I like him too, it's a definite fact. No second thoughts. Anytime I hear anything about him, my heart literally pumps faster. When my sister was doing mix it up day at school, she told me she went to my language arts/history class during the class after mine, which is what Isaac is in. She told me that he and his friends said I was awesome, after she told them I was so short. XP

   Especially when I talk to him! I have no idea how I keep my cool in those few moments! I wonder how it isn't obvious. :3 I don't go out of my way to talk, or say hi, or compliment anything, because I'm afraid that will give me away. I only do it ways that seem natural, like when we happened to be next to each other on our way up the stairs. I said hi, and he talked to me! :D :D

   But there is just one problem with this fantasy I've formed in my inner mechanisms of my mind. I've heard that Isaac has a crush on my good friend June. I tell myself that I don't care, but I think I do. I feel crushed, actually. What hurts me the most is that he has every reason to. June is more popular, and prettier, than I. (Even though I'm much more popular than I thought) I'm a little on the stout side, and I'm shy. I can only really be funny sometimes... so I don't see why he should like me.

   Another thing is I'm having suspicions of someone that may like me, or that I may like the slightest. This guy is in like 4 of my classes. His name is Bryce Bollinger. He also rather cute, and funny, and nice, and athletic, and smart...... UGH! Love is hard XP. Anyways, I need to figure this out before my brain fries. I leave you with another picture I find amusing. Peace!

 

Diary Entry #1

Dear Diary,

   First off, welcome to my world! I'm sure you'll have plenty of fun as I type every day! I sometimes have interesting adventures at school. I hope my blogger friends enjoy reading my entries!

   Anyways, now to entries. To get things started, I must list my schedule this semester:

1st: Gym

2nd: Chinese

3rd: Math Core 8

4th: Honors English

5th: Honors U.S History

6th: Science 8

7th: Health

   So with that  out of the way, I may tell you my day. Everything seemed rather normal, until my stomach started KILLING me. I knew I couldn't be hungry, and it couldn't be a cramp since it wasn't that "time of         month", so I figured maybe I just needed to use the restroom (which I did). But it still hurt. At the bus stop and on the bus, I was in so much pain I wouldn't talk to Evan, Ciel, James, or Josh. Once I got to school, I crossed the street to the Rec. Center for swimming. I was worried that my stomach issues would prevent me from doing the swimming laps. But for some magical reason, it stopped hurting when I got in the water. 

   Nothing much else happened until 3rd period, where Mr. Tominaga was once again lecturing us on practically how stupid we are. I only missed three questions on the test, but he's all "Only Winston and Daesha did well since they got 100!" The thing is, Math is hard for me because I'm not good at it :P and my district decided to change up the Math Cores, forcing me to skip an entire years worth of Math that I needed. It really sucks. After that, again, nothing else until lunch. 

   I had just finished eating, but I was having trouble swallowing my last bite. It felt like when your eating something dry without taking a break to drink anything, and it kinda sits there in your throat. I didn't ask for help because I could still breath, but it hurt to. Then I guess it hit my Uvula or something, because I had a sudden urge to throw up. I kinda stole my friends water to chug it down eventually. XP

   And that's all of the major events. I know leave you with a picture of me and my BFF Anna that I edited with Picnik on Facebook. Farewell!